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The thing that sucks is that I will always remember you. I’m always going to think back and remember that face, the way I felt, the way everything seemed so perfect and for that moment.. It was. I know I can’t call this feeling love, but if I had to say it I would say that this was pretty close. You were a big step in my life, something everyone goes through but yet it seems like no one really understands how you feel. It hurts and it really sucks that I feel this way, but I’m okay.. And one day I won’t wake up thinking about you, I won’t have dreams about you, and I won’t wonder why you left.. I know I’ll find someone better than you.

+ Is it okay if I’m not okay, just for a little while..
+ In the end you can’t always choose what to keep. You can only choose how you let it go. Ally Condie, Crossed (via quotethat)

I can’t lie and say it doesn’t hurt because it really does. I only knew you for a month, you were my “boyfriend” for a week.. How did I get so attached to you? Is it because I gave you something I never gave anyone else? or is it because I honestly thought I had something with you, something I haven’t felt in awhile. Maybe, I just fell too hard way too fast. I put down those walls I’ve had up for years and now I finally let someone in and they just hurt me, and honestly I don’t even think he cares. I should really stop feeling sorry for myself, but I just thought you were better than this. I hoped that you were different but what can I say? I was just too naive to open my eyes and see who you really were. Everyone else could see it, why couldn’t I? I should have known, I should never let you in but I did.. and now that’s something I have to live with. Did I do something to deserve this? Maybe it’s karma for all the times I’ve hurt other people. I really don’t know, I just don’t know anything anymore. It’s okay, time heals all wounds. One day, I won’t check your instagram anymore or wonder how you’re doing or wonder who you have found to replace me. You moved on with your life, and I will too..

+ When you love someone… truly love them, friend or lover, you lay your heart open to them. You give them a part of yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a part of you that only they can hurt—you literally hand them the razor with a map of where to cut deepest and most painfully on your heart and soul. And when they do strike, it’s crippling—like having your heart carved out. It leaves you naked and exposed, wondering what you did to make them want to hurt you so badly when all you did was love them. What is so wrong with you that no one can keep faith with you? That no one can love you? To have it happen once is bad enough… but to have it repeated? Who in their right mind would not be terrified of that?  Sherrilyn Kenyon  (via psych-quotes)

(Source: psych-facts, via psych-quotes)

+ "I was fine before you walked into my life, I’ll be fine if you walk out.."
+ When your eyeliner is on point, your life is on point. Confucius 479 BCE (via jennycash)

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+ Just a rant

I always make myself seem like something I’m not in front of people. I always make it seem like I’m that girl that doesn’t care about anyone or anything and nothing can affect her in anyway, but in reality I just put this wall up and I don’t put it down because I’m so afraid of getting hurt. One time I really did put that wall down and I let this person in and it was such a big mistake, I got hurt more than anyone would ever know. It was like knowing that you tried your complete best at something but yet it was just never enough. That’s why I don’t open up my heart to people easily, I’m so sensitive and I’m always afraid. That’s why it’s kind of hard for me to be in a relationship, I constantly over think and it feels like I’m sort of waiting for that person to do something wrong or wait for them to hurt me.. I really don’t know what to do. I’m starting to really like this guy and I’m just wondering if he is actually worth it. I guess I won’t know until I find out, I hope you are everything I see in you right now..